Monday, January 21, 2013

illusion
















Down by the street side
Under the moonlight
You held me close
You made me sway

When I was a full stop
When I was a teardrop
You held my hand
 You led the way

They were all sleeping
While I was weeping
You sang me a reason
A hope to stay awake

Then there was sunshine
The whole world seemed mine
You let me soak the rays
You gave me shade

Why sing me a lullaby
Why make me warm inside
Just to burn a hole in me
To walk away

Not one moments glance
Not even one last dance
Why make me love
Just to see me break

Now there is no moonlight
Down by that street side
And the teardrops
Have wiped out the faith

The sunshine burns me
The world seems empty
I'm wide awake

While u sleep away..

Countdown to "vote" again exactly?

Viva la democracy! So two phases of elections over in West Bengal with a countdown to the third- a lot of hue and cry over 'vote deen', “you vote, you win”, bleed India and so on.

We the people- extremely proud of our democratic rights. No confidence in any of our “leaders”. Sitting in air conditioned rooms having heated debates- oblivious to the fact that the fate of our so called democracy has already been decided over alcohol, perfumes and money. Carrots for the poor, violence for the helpless and manna for the thirsty.
The ignorant, unaware and non-believing towards the massive back office operations being run to ensure votes for their respectives.

Being one such naive but “responsible” citizen, having heard of the drama behind our “3 dry days”, for the first time I was witness to the actual magnitude of the stinking operations taking place around me. From parties offering a few rupees, to getting entire villages drunk a day before, all in a bid to secure their symbol. But the icing on the victory cake was undoubtedly the perfumes- symbols on the voting machines being sprayed with spirits so that they could smell the finger of the “democratic” individual and figure if they had stuck to their word or not- if not, well, only god can save you(or maybe the party you did vote for), burnt houses, murdered relatives, broken limbs- all because the finger did not smell as desired.

More organized and efficient than any other Government organization India has been witness to, this is just one of the many innovative measures undertaken to ensure a winning candidature.

A lot has and is being said. A lot has and is being written, just like this little note. A vicious irony but nevertheless the honest truth. Not hoping/trying to change anything, but just another helpless citizen, looking at the ink on the finger and wondering if red would have been a colour more apt.

Bittersweet
















Blues buzzing in my head,
Smoky haze blinds the light.

Traveling to the better place,
Shadows slowly encroach the night.

Sing myself the tune of bliss,
Violet flames burn through skin.

On the road to nothingness,
Numb the pain, drown the din.

Passion drums the beat of qualm,
Floating in the moonlit night.

Never could get high enough,
To feel the warmth of the angels light.

Lovers meet under sheltered skin,
Virgin lust in smoky eyes.

Darkness hides their silver dreams,
Broken wings float in bloody skies.

Soulmates

One story about soulmates, presented by Aristophanes, is that humans originally consisted of four arms, four legs, and a single head made of two faces, but Zeus feared their power and split them all in half, condemning them to spend their lives searching for the other half to complete them.
Makes you wonder..

Humans. Always looking, searching, waiting. Holding on to anything of remote significance.
A song, a location, a phrase, a thought. Time moves on but we just keep looking, for that something better. Unable to let go but still moving on. Scared to be alone yet scared to be together.

How do you know when to end the search. Who tells you it doesn't get better. When do you not only pause but stop. Look around you, take a deep breath and say- this is It. The constant need to find, has made people forget what they have. Sometimes even forget what they are looking for.
Human nature, its a funny thing- so busy trying to look for perfection that we don't see it even if its staring us in the face.

Why can't we just give in, lay back and soak in the perfection that is now.